February 2012
January was more difficult
than Beth and Jacob imagined it would be when he came back from tour. The month-and-a-half leading up to the
Grammys had been full of adjustments and hiding from the paparazzi, but they
were finally in a good place now.
Wasn’t that ridiculous?
And alone time? Not easily had. Despite the security improvements, she hadn’t
been able to come to the house, yet.
Paparazzi still lurked outside the front gate.
When they didn’t join the
band, she met him far from L.A.
proper to eat out in peace. The gas bill
was racking up. If they weren’t in the
middle of nowhere, though, someone recognized him and ratted them out on the
internet. But, he was thoughtful and
sweet and a perfect gentleman on every date.
He tried his best to give her the normal she asked for and that was what
counted. On free weekends, they wandered
the beach or parks or museums, sometimes even with a picnic lunch. And they spent a lot of time communicating
electronically when he couldn’t be with her.
Alone, it was hard not to
expect the other shoe to drop, but she tried to ignore contemplating worse-case
scenarios. A hard habit to break since
Mom died of cancer.
Beth wanted to be happy, so she worked at living in the moment.
She owed Jacob that much.
Celeste came down for
breakfast and rolled her eyes. “You’re
thinking about him again.”
“Huh?” Beth asked.
“You had that lovey-dovey
glass-eyed expression again.”
“’Glass-eyed’? Do not.”
She poured coffee into a
mug. “I think I preferred you miserable.
You guys are so cute.”
“You say that like it’s a
bad thing.”
“It’s disgusting!”
“What’s wrong with a
little romance, hmm? Don’t be mean.”
“I just don’t buy into the
hearts and flowers crap. How a man treats you in bed, now that’s real.”
Beth wrinkled her nose. “A penis can’t give you love, Celeste.”
“Duh. Not what I meant,
honey, and you know it. A guy shows his true colors in the sack and the morning
after.”
“So you’re still with Bob
because of his colors?”
Celeste sighed and placed
her empty mug in the sink. “Just dial
down the daydreaming, okay? Makes me want to hurl.” She left the kitchen.
Shaking her head, Beth
looked over at Cesar. “Some day, she’s
going to have to admit you’re not the only man in her heart.”
The cat yawned and curled
into a different position to sleep.
Over the past weeks, Jacob
and the band had been hurrying to film and finish the final video for last
year’s album. The plan was to release it
on YouTube the morning of the Grammy ceremony, which was now only a week away—a
week filled with events, rehearsals, benefit dinners, fittings, etcetera and so
forth.
Aaron’s injuries put them
in a time crunch.
Her phone rang. Expecting her boyfriend, she answered it
before the second ring.
“Well, that’s a happy
greeting.” Wrong male voice.
“Nathan. Hi.”
“Sorry to disappoint.”
“No, no…what’s up?”
“You’re still with the
musician, right?” Nathan was frequently
curious about her relationship.
“Yeah…”
“Accompanying him to
anything this week?” Subtle.
“What if I was?”
“An article with a few photos
would be great for our entertainment news. A behind-the-scenes perspective no
one hears about. Up for it?”
“No.”
“Why not? I’m not asking
for tabloid journalism here, Liz. Just a blog entry from a layperson. How many
people would love to be in your borrowed shoes, hmm? I’d be happy with cell
phone pics and a few tweets as long as they’re exclusive.”
“If I go, I might wing a
few photos your way, but I don’t want my name on your site and I won’t sneak a
camera in where they aren’t allowed.”
“Fair enough. You’re a
peach, Lizzie. I look forward to your e-mail.”
“No promises, Nathan, I
mean it.”
“I understand.” He hung up.
From a business
perspective, she couldn’t blame him for reaching out to a contact, but oy…she’d
never use Jacob for financial gain, let alone become another paparazzo. If she did
share any content, it’d be with his fan club on the official site. She still had access to her old pseudonym.
Ugh…reason number whatever for not going full-on public
with the relationship. They’d gotten
lucky with the past month of anonymity.
It would end eventually, but did that have to happen now?
Jacob and Bob attended the
most pre-event parties, like the Clive Davis shindig, and the MusiCares Person
of the Year tribute to Sir Paul on Friday.
The whole band went to the RED party.
Jacob made an appearance at Tony Bennett’s gathering at Crustacean,
too.
Beth hardly saw Celeste
this week. She was thrilled to death to
hobnob with the bigwigs. Beth would’ve
preferred to attend this week with Jacob over walking down the red carpet, but Lynn didn’t want an early
photo to spoil her “introduction to the world”.
Bah.
She needed to talk to him
about the Grammys.
“You won’t be my date? I
thought we settled this,” he argued.
“I don’t want to do the
public parts, walking the carpet and sitting in the seats in front of the
cameras. It’s too much.”
“Love—”
“You’ve done it all before
without me. You don’t need me to walk the carpet with you.”
“True, but I want you there. It could be the biggest
night of my career and I want to share it with you, Beth.”
“Quit it with the puppy
dog eyes.”
He added the pout, too,
drawing her attention to his full bottom lip.
Damn that lip. “I wanna show you
off. You, who believed I could do this more than anyone else.”
“Except you.”
“Well, of course. Come on,
love. Don’t make me beg…”
Yeah, good luck saying no
to Jacob Lindsey. Once again, she
admired his mother’s fortitude with him.
She didn’t know how Vivian stayed immune when he was little and
adorable.
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